glad you asked!
i never really knew how to explain myself or how my mind works. everything always sounded either too dramatic or not real enough, so i just stayed quiet and collected thoughts.
after getting diagnosed with bpd, things became clearer, like finally receiving subtitles for a movie i've been watching my whole life.
writing here feels safer than performing a personality somewhere else. no audience expectations or identity to maintain… just a place where things can exist unfinished.
i like documenting small internal shifts: obsessions, media phases, moods, things i overthink at 3am… because they’re all i have to understand who i am.
maybe this is just a small bpd survival diary, i guess.